You wouldn't answer my calls

Feeling sad all of a sudden

I used to be able to write much more in my post

But now i can't even describe my own feelings

I just want to hide in a corner

Island of Feelings

Once upon a time there was an island where all the feelings lived; 

Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all the others....including Love. 

One day it was announced to all of the feelings that the 

island was going to sink to the bottom of the ocean. 

So all the feelings prepared their boats to leave. 

Love was the only one that stayed. 

She wanted to preserve the island until the last possible moment. 

When the island was almost totally under, 

Love decided it was time to leave. 

She began looking for someone to ask for help. 

Just then Richness was passing by in a grand boat. 

Love asked, "Richness, Can I come with you on your boat?" 

Richness answered, "I'm sorry, but there is a lot of silver and gold on my boat and there would be no room for you." 

Then Love decided to ask Vanity for help who was passing in a beautiful vessel. 

Love cried out, "Vanity, help me please." 

I can't help you", Vanity said, 

"You are all wet and will damage my beautiful boat." 

Next, Love saw Sadness passing by. 

Love said, "Sadness, please let me go with you." 

Sadness answered, "Love, I'm sorry, but, I just need to be alone now." 

Then, Love saw Happiness. Love cried out, 

"Happiness, please take me with you." 

But Happiness was so overjoyed that he didn't hear Love calling to him. 

Love began to cry. Then, she heard a voice say, 

"Come Love, I will take you with me." It was an elder. 

Love felt so blessed and overjoyed that she forgot to ask the elder his name. When they arrived on land the elder went on his way. 

Love realized how much she owed the elder. 

Love then found Knowledge and asked, "Who was it that helped me?" 

"It was Time", Knowledge answered. "But why did Time help me when no one else would?", Love asked. 

Knowledge smiled and with deep wisdom and sincerity, answered, 

"Because only Time is capable of understanding how great Love is."

Thai Insurance - Daddy

Lie to myself and believe

Yea...It's hurting so much

Woke up today heart beating so fast. I was feeling so nervous and afraid. But today is just a normal day. Nothing special about this day......Yet somehow i guessed i know why i am feeling this way



想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛
连沉默也痛

遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛

有些心情该释放

Today i feel down again.....I seems to like to keep things to myself...Perhaps i don't want to spread my unhappiness around. But then it got me thinking again. Is that the correct way to deal with things?......

Hmm...the night breeze today is so peaceful. I feel like sitting here till it stops......

Different Paths

The 2 weeks in Insead is by far the most enjoyable engagement :)  It was so fun to work in this team. So fun that it didn't feels like I am working anymore. Even though we have to work overtime till 10pm, it wasn't stressful at all. Okay maybe not totally stress-free, but overall I wouldn't have any complains. It may be tiring at times but we talked, we joked, we listened to songs, we cooked 碗面, we ordered Macdonalds, we played a silly prank and we messed around. I also wouldn't forget about running around the place like crazy to search for the missing pass and seeking refuge in the top floor to escape from the boss's nagging. However, time always flies like a jet plane......This engagement ended in a *blink*

After this engagement ended, half of this team went separate ways. It's such a pity. Nevertheless, these memories will stay. It will stay in an untouchable space. Yet I am afraid that my memory may fail me. The images will no doubt fade as time goes by. And we will be living our own life, walking our own paths, fighting for our own dreams. I'm looking at the clouds now......thinking of such a situation. And where each of us would be. Millions of people passes by each other every seconds. But for that 'passer-by' to be someone whom you had fought together with, it would take a rare opportunity.

The song has ended. But the melody still lingers on...