Life. NS.

Today, i went back to Sonare. I am going to resume my lessons that was put on hold these few months. Saturdays. That's when i would be having my lessons. It would be tough. Tough to juggle NS and music. I will have to really practice damn hard all in a day. Because i didn't get posted to an 8-5 vocation. Seeing so many friends able to book out everyday, i begin to think why is it so unfair to me...why did i get selected to become a recce. When i needed time more than most of  the people out there. This is really my passion and NS have to give me a hard time. I hate it. I want to get out of there...