2010. End.

It rained. The last day of 2010. It seems like everything is coming to an end. Things feel relunctant......but they will have to go. This year, things changed. Interests...changed, personality...changed, attitude...changed, mindset...changed, life...changed.

Though there are many 'lows' this year, I'm glad that I have found my reason to live. It's okay to be unhappy. It's a driving force to make me continue striving. I want to learn as much as I can before my life reaches a conclusion. Life, is short. But I would want to, at least, be able to smile during my last few seconds. That's the kind of ending that I want.

2010 is reaching its end just like how the previous years did. However, I don't think I would forget this particular year called 2010.

You are fading away along with the ticking hand. Bye 2010.

Life's good. Life's bad. Life's tough and full of crap. But i should continue on because it isn't easy, shouldn't i? We struggle and doubt. But the view will be much better eventually i suppose. Spring comes i hope. Have something to look up to and it will guide our overall direction. Ganbattene!!

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Like Crazy

Haiz...Today was a long day. Started with a stomachache in the morning and was late for class. Teacher said that it was a bad excuse. Only something like severe traffic jam is reasonable because it is uncontrollable. But it was not an excuse and it wasn't controllable either. Her logic is pretty funny and everybody laughed. In the lecture after that, there was a mock paper but nobody could finish it. 1 hour is just too short. I wonder why they give us such a short time to do so many things. After lunch, there was a RFA tutorial again. Did another paper and couldn't finish again. Tsk. Must practice practice.

Followed by that was another lecture on Clsp and EAA. I wasn't paying attention for the second half because the second speaker speaks in L.O.W monotonous voice. It ended at 5.30pm. 9-5 day huh? Was intending to start studying RFA but ended up wasting my time at Facebook and at this place. Ok i still have 1 hour left to study. Shall start now.

Tsk tsk. RFA test on a saturday and it clashed with my piano lesson. NP really knows how to choose time. What if next time clash with my BTT or ABRSM exam?? Oh my! Pray hard. 2 days left to study but im not starting on RFA yet. Momentum please appear before me!

Beautiful Restriction

Me?

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