Sunday, January 29, 2012
Saturday, January 21, 2012
Saturday, January 14, 2012
Wednesday, January 11, 2012
Hello...you there? How have you been? Hope it's fine over there. It sux here lately. Things haven't been moving smoothly. I feel like giving up and quitting this job at certain times. Report would be due soon. Haven't felt this stressed for a long time and it surely doesn't feel good at all. I have a feeling that I would not be able to meet the deadline all these. Too much things to do in such a short time...
Can I don't wake up tomorrow?
Can I don't wake up tomorrow?
Thursday, January 5, 2012
Thanks...
Today. I was on my way to work like usual. Leaving for work slightly earlier, I stopped by at Compass Point to take the train. Then I walked down the escalator, checking my items on the way. My wallet, phone keys and ear piece are with me as always. Reaching the platform, I imagined how it's going to be like in the new client's place. Working on my laptop all the way. Hmm? Laptop? What the CRAP?!
I took it home yesterday and thought that it was still at my working place. Idiot. How can I forget? It's going to take some time to retrieve it but I can't work without it. Damn! I can't be late today especially. Thinking that I'm screwed this time, I got out of the station is an instant, with my phone out. I can only think of one person. My mom.
I called her, hoping that she was at home, and yes! She is. Without saying much, she agreed to bring my bag over to me immediately. As I was waiting for her, I looked in the direction of my house, where mom would be. I was experiencing a mixture of feelings then. A mixture of......probably ashamed and grateful. Ashamed, because if it was me, I would have hesitated to dropped whatever I'm doing to deliver a bag. I would have complained over the phone. But I am thankful. Thankful to have such a mom who places me at the first place.
The breeze blew against me as I was immersed in deep thoughts. After a while, she appeared in my sight, riding a bicycle, carrying my heavy bag.
She handed my bag over to me, " 快吗? "
:) ......
I want to treat her better...
I took it home yesterday and thought that it was still at my working place. Idiot. How can I forget? It's going to take some time to retrieve it but I can't work without it. Damn! I can't be late today especially. Thinking that I'm screwed this time, I got out of the station is an instant, with my phone out. I can only think of one person. My mom.
I called her, hoping that she was at home, and yes! She is. Without saying much, she agreed to bring my bag over to me immediately. As I was waiting for her, I looked in the direction of my house, where mom would be. I was experiencing a mixture of feelings then. A mixture of......probably ashamed and grateful. Ashamed, because if it was me, I would have hesitated to dropped whatever I'm doing to deliver a bag. I would have complained over the phone. But I am thankful. Thankful to have such a mom who places me at the first place.
The breeze blew against me as I was immersed in deep thoughts. After a while, she appeared in my sight, riding a bicycle, carrying my heavy bag.
She handed my bag over to me, " 快吗? "
:) ......
I want to treat her better...
Sunday, January 1, 2012
2012
Another year has passed.
I am hearing people coming up with new year resolution and things that they would want to do in this brand new year. But i don't. I guess i didn't fraction my life into calender periods. Things just move on as usual as the clock strikes 12. The earth still spins. Unhappy things still occupy my mind. The phone rings with wishes of the new year yet i feel like ignoring it. I'm feeling so tired. Tired of everything. I want to stop struggling with school, with work, and with my life. I'm lost and aimless right now. I lost sight of whatever i have been fighting for.
Overcoming obstacles unaccompanied is tough. But i will try to hang on. I will be able to do it, wouldn't i? Dear clouds...you would imbue me with strength, will'ya?......
Right now i just need some quiet space
I am hearing people coming up with new year resolution and things that they would want to do in this brand new year. But i don't. I guess i didn't fraction my life into calender periods. Things just move on as usual as the clock strikes 12. The earth still spins. Unhappy things still occupy my mind. The phone rings with wishes of the new year yet i feel like ignoring it. I'm feeling so tired. Tired of everything. I want to stop struggling with school, with work, and with my life. I'm lost and aimless right now. I lost sight of whatever i have been fighting for.
Overcoming obstacles unaccompanied is tough. But i will try to hang on. I will be able to do it, wouldn't i? Dear clouds...you would imbue me with strength, will'ya?......
Right now i just need some quiet space
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