Different Paths

The 2 weeks in Insead is by far the most enjoyable engagement :)  It was so fun to work in this team. So fun that it didn't feels like I am working anymore. Even though we have to work overtime till 10pm, it wasn't stressful at all. Okay maybe not totally stress-free, but overall I wouldn't have any complains. It may be tiring at times but we talked, we joked, we listened to songs, we cooked 碗面, we ordered Macdonalds, we played a silly prank and we messed around. I also wouldn't forget about running around the place like crazy to search for the missing pass and seeking refuge in the top floor to escape from the boss's nagging. However, time always flies like a jet plane......This engagement ended in a *blink*

After this engagement ended, half of this team went separate ways. It's such a pity. Nevertheless, these memories will stay. It will stay in an untouchable space. Yet I am afraid that my memory may fail me. The images will no doubt fade as time goes by. And we will be living our own life, walking our own paths, fighting for our own dreams. I'm looking at the clouds now......thinking of such a situation. And where each of us would be. Millions of people passes by each other every seconds. But for that 'passer-by' to be someone whom you had fought together with, it would take a rare opportunity.

The song has ended. But the melody still lingers on...

我不难过

Though I already knew, it still hurts when I actually hear it......

You called me again. But i still couldn't bring myself to ask about you. I wanted......but the words couldn't get out of my mouth. I couldn't do anything to comfort you. I'm sorry......



I will do better next time. I promised.

Start of internship

2 weeks of work have passed. It was tiring. Even though there is no longer a need to worry about tutorials and projects, free time at home is still very scarce. Everyday after work i would be too tired to do my own stuffs. But well, work at Ernst & Young is not that bad because there are a lot of friends there. So we could help each other out and feel less 'out-of-place'.

2 days ago, results were out. It wasn't that bad nor was it really good. I've got 2 distinctions for the modules that i really like but i had only maintained my GPA. I had calculated. The maximum score i can get now is 3.7. It sounds hard to get into university and i don't have good CCA record......sigh......

 No career, no studies, no talent, dream seems impossible. Life sux and everybody dies...

Thai Insurance - Father

Last Exams

Well...the last exams are finally over. The next exam would be few years from now (I hope I still have). This semester is sure tough. Nevertheless...it's all over. Years of struggling in school has come to a temporary stop. I changing to the next phrase of life. But the next to come would be the working society. I guess it would be a lot tougher. I just have to become stronger and stronger to face whatever that's coming. I have to prepare myself for the arduous road ahead. I have to give all my best.

There's one week of rest before internship starts. I should make good use of this time. My driving test is on the Thursday, so I'm having daily lessons now. I really have no confidence on it but I have to pass it this time round. Beside that, I would need to brush up on my foreign languages and piano too. I've wasted Monday. So tomorrow have to be a productive day.

Piano Results

My results are out and I'm happy with it. The aural section turned out to be better than usual. I'm surprised. But as usual, my sight-reading really need improvements. Just barely made it for the distinction. And I got the examiner's comments......but who could read her handwriting?! I really couldn't decipher some of the words. But anyway, I know which area I need to buck up on. Time to work hard!!

And I got this as a reward from the school. Haha I like this kind of little decorations. However, I had a hard time assembling it because it was so brittle. I almost broke it twice. But phew, it was completed 'in one piece'. (I sacrificed hours of revision for this!! If it broke, I would have killed someone!!)

One day hah! I would get a real one